How cool is this? A man in a bottle! Hummmm.... could he be the one for the Woman in the Glass Box?! Perhaps that is why I havent been able to find him yet!
I am trying hard to make some sense out of all this catastrophe that, in recent years, seems to be more centered around my physical body... poor health, the fall last year at work, the recent fall last week, dropping things, things constantly falling to the floor all by themselves, waking up to feeling someone staring at me in my sleep, waking up with difficulties breathing because it feels like someone is sitting on my chest, feeling as if life has been sucked out of me, feeling so motivated but unable to fulfill my goals, relationships that start out fine but never last for long, jealous friends, and waking up to feeling someone making love to me in the middle of the night when there is no one there... It seems that the only thing I have been able to keep up with is the journal writing, but even that has been frustrating, with computer problems and pictures disappearing.
No matter what the doctors say, I have always proved every one of them wrong. The times they said I was doomed to die... the times they said I would never walk... the times they said I would never lose weight... I proved every single one of them wrong.