Sunday, June 20, 2004

Chapter 3: Reflections of My Journey

Chapter 1: 09/27/03:190LBS (Physically unable to stand 10 min); 10/13/03:Lost 9.75" on BodyFlex+.

Chapter 2: 01/01/04:183LBS; 01/30/04:157LBS/ ClothesTooBig; 02/04/04:Walked 7miles; 04/04/04: 146LBS; Plateau, Heart Problems, Painful Joints, Problems Walking, BurnOut.

Chapter 3: Starting Over... Weight: 153LBS. Have gained 7LBS with this burn out. Need to retrain myself to think thin...

STEP ONE: Truth/ Acceptance/ Gratitude/ Forgiveness/ Committment.

TOOLS NEEDED: Scale, Calendar, Full-Length Mirror, Childhood Picture, Journal.

DIRECTIONS: Weigh self. Write weight on calendar. Stand naked in front of full-length mirror and take a good look at your body, front and back. Thank your body for what it has done for you so far. Apologize to your body for what you have done to it. Take time to say goodbye to the pounds you are about to lose. Ask your body to be patient with you as you start your journey one more time. Get dressed. Take your childhood picture and put it in a nice frame where you can see it everyday. Bless the child you used to be. Hug the child and nurture her as if she were your little girl. That little girl deserves to be loved and she deserves to be happy. Commit to helping her to find her way. Keep track of your progress in your journal, adding visual aids and affirmations.

Late entry: Still having problems with hip joints, but was able to slowly walk one mile. Better to walk slowly than not to walk at all. Thank you, Lord, for helping me to walk tonight.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

{{{{{{{{{{Win}}}}}}}}}}
This is a very though provoking entry. There are many good suggestions here...I will write them down and follow the suggestions. You are not alone in your journay. You are loved, supported and respedted here in AOL-J Land! Thank YOU for the trials & tribulations as well as the successes you share with us!

Love,
Vivian

Anonymous said...

Great entry Win! I will need to copy this post and put it along side that picture of me as a child. We can do this! Lifestyle change is the only way...no fad or short term tricks will work anymore. And thanks for sending your pix. They/you are beautiful:)