Thursday, September 25, 2008

Cup Of Spa

Today would have been my father's birthday.
The road to the cemetery where he is buried
is on the same road that leads to Mother's home.
She has had to take
a different route to get here,
because the roads to her home
have been closed since Hurricane dolly...
I received a phone call from
my firstborn daughter yesterday.
She is coming to the Valley for a visit,
because her grandfather past away yesterday.
I was up most of the night
thinking about him.
It brought back a lot of feelings of
anger and injustice,
He and his wife hid my firstborn
from me for so many years.
Every time I would ask for her,
they refused to tell me where she was.
She was out of my life
from the age of six
until she paid money to find me.
Little did I know that
she was living with them!
Makes me angry
that we lost out on her childhood
& that they made her believe
that I didn't want her.
I was up last night,
thinking about their visit
& trying to find the bag
where I put some things for the children.
Thank God I found it! Yay!


sybilsybil45 said...

Although the circumstances are not very happy it will be good for you to see your daughter...  Love  Sybil xx

astoriasand said...

How sad Win I do hope the visit goes well for you even with negative past thoughts crossing  your mind I do understand I have been there under similar circumstances and it hurts plenty.Take Care until I am back from my break God Bless Kath astoriasand

sunnybethe said...

I'm so gald your daughter is comming with a visit.  I know you miss her and the kids alot.  hugs,  Bethe

jjdolfin9 said...

I hope you have a wonderful visit.  I can't imagine being away from my grandkids...OK my kids too...  LOL.
Hugs, Joyce