Monday was another dead-end day of Job Search... So tired of job-hunting... The newspaper is a joke... Nothing in it but ads for people to buy stuff... How can they buy stuff if they don't have any money?!...
I went in to that telemarketing place, because they wanted me to do an application online... I really don't know why I couldn't have done it at home... The receptionist looked as if she was dressed to do her housework at home...It was a waste of time for me to get dressed just to do an application online... lol...
To top it off, their computer ate my application three times in a row... I went back to the receptionist to let her know that the computer was not saving my application... That's never happened before, she said... Well it is not unusual for it to happen to me! She put me on a different computer and I had to re-do the whole application again, but at least, the computer took the application that time... So much drama for such a low paying job...
Then I went to see Karl to see if he had any Chinese wallets at his shop... He didn't, but I got myself a few eye fulls of eye candy to last me for awhile... his face, his bod, and when he kept bending over to check out some boxes... lol... And check out those lips... Dang! So kissable... He is so YUMMM... He looks like that guy from the Doors... His skin is very white and his jet black hair is quite a contrast... He pulls his hair straight back into a ponytail... He is very SEXY looking... I especially love it when he is down on the floor, looking up at me... Oh my! Makes me weak at the knees...
Dang @ I can't even remember the name of the guy from the Doors right now, because I am still visualizing Karl... lol... I swear my eyes must have gotten really big and my breasts were probably standing at attention. lol...
Too bad there are so many young girls after him... If I were 20 years younger, Karl wouldn't stand a chance. lol... Oh, my... me bad... Ahh, now I remember... Jim Morrison! lol...
Oh, my! @ I had forgotten that Karl's brother was in the store! Oh, blush! I am sure his brother must have told him how I was drooling all over him, but then, Karl and I have been playing at this flirtacious game forever...
Still smiling at the sight of him...
Win =.)
last week, I had two dreams in one week... that is very unusual for me... I was so busy doing other things, however, that I failed to write about it...
I love dreams where the boss is a man, because in real life, I prefer a man boss. Women bosses are always so hard to work with... Because of their own insecurities, women always seem to see me as a threat in the work place... Also men are ok if you do good, because it makes them look good and they trust you to grow and advance on the job... I hope my next boss will be a man like that...
And so, I drove off to deliver the charity items. I rang and rang the doorbell. It was unusual that no one showed up to answer the door, but I left the five bags there anyway, because it was clear that there was someone inside... 
Then, I drove over to my mother's house, taking a chance that she would be at home. She was still in her pajamas... She looks smaller now and thinner. I think she keeps losing weight, because she doesn't have her top teeth anymore... Everything that she eats has to be very soft...
I asked her if she had seen my old birdcage. She has a dove in a very small cage that she places by the window, and she has a large cage that my daughter bought for her about ten years ago but she has never used it. There was also a little red cage that was smaller than the cage where she has the dove. It looks as if it was made in Mexico... I didn't see my old bird cage until I went back into the bathroom to wash my hands... It was in the window... It was so discolored from the sun that I failed to recognize it, but I was happy to find it and to bring it back with me...
At church, Monday is set aside as the day for Prosperity. Sometimes, no matter how hard we try, everything that we touch turns out wrong, so we did a washing of the hands and we prayed for a blessing of the hands... Also, because it was Holy Week, we drank a little bit of milk and honey, because God promised Moses that His people would be going to the Promised Land, the land of Milk and Honey... the Land of Prosperity... 
Then, we watched a little bit of the Passion of the Christ by Mel Gibson. It was the part in the beginning, where Judas betrays Jesus in the Garden with a kiss and he hangs himself because he realized that he had done wrong.
Tuesday is set aside as the day of Healing... We are reminded that Mary Magdalene annointed the feet of Jesus with the finest oils and she washed His feet with her tears and dried His feet with her hair... Jesus told her not to use all of the oil... to save it for His burial... In the bathrooms were a wine glass filled with blessed olive oil from Israel and some little cotton balls for everyone to annoint the parts of the body that need healing... The oil was put in the bathrooms to allow for privacy... I am surprised at how little oil I used because all of my body needs healing. (lol) 
We continued watching another piece of the Passion. We watched the part where Jesus was taken back and forth from Pontius Pilate to Herod and back again to Pontius Pilate who gave the people the option of freeing Jesus or Barabas, the notorias murderer, but as we all know, the people chose to free Barabas instead of Jesus.
Wednesday is set aside for the Word. We read from the Book of Revelations, and we received the sprinkling of the water in rememberance of the River Jordan... 
We continued with another piece of the Passion of the Christ. This part was the hardest to take, because the torturing of Jesus was very graphic. It reminded me of the first time that I saw a statue at Sacred Heart Catholic Church in Corpus Christi, Texas... It is exactly like this picture... That was the first time that I realized this great sacrifice that Jesus went through for me... That statue made it real...
One thing that I do have to say, however, is that many people think that the nails went through the palm of the hands. Mel Gibson did the same thing in the movie. If the nail was driven into the palm of the hand, the hand would not be able to sustain the weight of the body on the cross. The movie should have shown the nails being driven into the joints at the wrists, because there is more support...
Thursday was my favorite day because just as Jesus washed the Disciples' feet, our feet were washed, too... I had washed and oiled my feet beforeI went to the service, because I was embarrassed by the miles of damage that my feet have had to endure in my lifetime, but when he washed my feet, my feet felt different... I cannot remember if my feel have ever felt as cool. The temperature of my feet was different and that cool temperature remained with me for the entire day! I was very surprised to hear that many times,evil does not come through the head but through the feet and it makes it's way up into the body producing illnesses, etc. 
We continued to watch the Passion of the Christ... We watched the part where Jesus was on the Cross, reviewing the seven words that Jesus said while he was on the cross...
On Saturday, we recieved a gold-plated key with the name of Jesus on it, symbolizing the Key of Victory. We are reminded how Jesus had to die on the cross for our sins to go into hell to get the keys of Heaven that Satan stole when Adam and Eve were cast out of the Garden of Eden. Although Peter denied Him three times, Jesus returned to earth and gave the keys to Peter. Peter holds the keys at the Golden Gates of Heaven. The keys are a reminder that Jesus is the key to Heaven... the way, the truth, and the life... 
This morning, all of us walked barefoot into a replica of the empty tomb of Jesus. There were so many people at church today that the service took longer than usual, because everyone in the church went into the tomb one by one. When we went into the tomb, we took our shoes off, symbolizing that we were walking on Holy ground... We all received a short prayer and a blessing for a brand new life, that through the cross and resurrection of Jesus, all that is dead in our lives may resurrect itself and become a part of our new lives in Christ....
In ancient Roman times, palms were a symbol of Honor and Victory. Some crowns were made from palm leaves, and when a person of honor returned from war or a King came into town, palms were laid on the road before them, much as people today lay out a red carpet. 
