Sunday, March 5, 2006

Is It Time for Goodbye?

In the beginning, my journal started out with a bang. I was successful against all odds, because I was so determined. But after the breakup with the last guy and the constant criticism from my mother, I began going downhill and I am still at the bottom of that hill.

I appreciate the online friends that I have made, but I dont feel that I have enough support.

The bad part of my online journal is that I cannot physically hold it in my hands. It takes so long to write and save an entry. AOL is supposed to be faster, but with all the ads, for me, it is even slower than it was before. I have said that I am going to quit AOL many times, and yet, I am still here. I think it would be more helpful if I went back to an old fashioned handwritten diary.

Perhaps this time my words will stick or maybe these thoughts will pass. I have been too stressed to think about dieting.

Win =.)Fairy

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You must do what is best for you. If You don't feel like writing in here anymore, than I wouldn't.
I have learned in life that the only one that can take care of me, is me...I can't depend on others to get me through. That is why I am not writing in my journal on AOL right now either.
hugs,
Kathi

Anonymous said...

Good morning Win,
No, it's not time to say goodbye and I'm guessing that it is sometimes a chore to deal with AOL.  Please don't leave us!!!  Jo

Anonymous said...

Hey Girl,

I can relate to what you say about the AOL journaling, but I always come back.  I've made some really good friends here and I love the support I get.

But, if it's not for you, then so be it.  There's always the telephone, right?

Call me anytime, K?

Andrea