Even though I do not like living in this apartment... in my mind, I am not prepared to move out...
The stress has taken such a toll on my life, Lord... My body has been through so much... My spirit has been through so much... My mind has been through so much... Please remember, Lord, that too much stress is bad for the heart...
I have probably been close to death more than a hundred cats have lives... I have died and come back to life... BUT... I am still here... I am sorry, Lord, but it just doesn't make sense to me... I am not convinced that it is what You want for me... I still have Faith that You will come through for me...
I have helped a lot of people... I have dedicated my life to serving others... I have gone beyond the "call of duty" to help other people... And yet, when it is my turn, my friends have all scattered and forgotten about me... If the tables were turned, I would not hesitate to help them... I suppose that is where we differ...
No, I am not convinced that God wants me to move out... If he wants me to move out, it will be because He has better plans for me... not because I don't have money to pay the rent...
If You can walk on water, Lord, surely, giving someone a job is something that is all too simple for You to do!
God has always been so dramatic in my life... He always waits until the last minute... Is He trying to make it a good story?! God, You don't have to wait until the last minute to make it a good story...
The seconds on the clock go 'round and 'round... The final days of January are counted... Will this week be the week that someone tells me that they want me to come to work for them? God, what could I possibly say, that I haven't said already, to convince them that I am the one for the job?
It would only take one "Yes" to change my life, Lord... Please allow me to hear that word this week...
(For the Work Place)
The Lord is my real boss,
He gives me peace when chaos is all around me.
He gently reminds me to pray
murmuring and complaining.
He reminds me that He is my source and not my job.
He restores my sanity everyday
that I might honor Him in all that I do.
Even though I face absurd amounts of e-mails,
for He is with me!
will see me through.
He raises me up, even when they fail to promote me.
He claims me as His own,
His retirement plan beats any 401k there is!
When it's all said and done,
9 comments:
aww..Wini..God have wonderful plans. I know at this time of your life, it doesn't sound so convincing. Hang in there...I'm sure he's listening.
Sending hugs, hopes and prayers your way,
Gem~
Again, I could not imagine going through what you are going through, I will keep praying for you. -Missy
keep going dear friend. They say that the harder the road the better the reward...I expect your next question will be WHEN Lord ! but he says always MY WILL BE DONE....no matter what we plead for we can only hang on in there and look forward with hope. Love Sybil xx
Your freinds here are still with you and listening and I am one of them.Stressed out too I am, but still I am here reading and hoping and praying, your prayers are answered.Most of this posting I could have wrote about myself Winivere I do uderstand where you are coming from so so much.Know God will never let you down only in his time not ours.I am afraid.Keep smiling if possible.You are always in my prayers and I am praying so hard for an early answer for you..Take Care God Belss Kath
astoriasand http://journals.aol.co.uk/astoriasand/MYSIMPLERHYMES
I pray something good will happen soon ,You deserve it ...love Jan xx
I really hope you situation will be alleviated come the end of January, Win
(((((((Win))))))))) I will keep you in prayers and ask for that YES you so need.
Cindy
How wrong it is that if you need your friends they are not there for you :( I hope this changes for you xx
Jenny
http://journals.aol.co.uk/Jmoqueen/MyLife
still keeping you in my thoughts: for we know not what plans the Father has for us our business is to be good and happy today Veronica
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